How i feel today is very confused because i am unaware of what is coming. What will i eat when i get home? Will it be the best food i have ever eaten? or Will i have to cook for myself because the food that my grandma made is unappealing. Will she take me out to eat, or would it be homemade food? Questions i ask myself every 5 minutes. My next dilemma is that i feel very unappreciated when it comes to my relationship with Lizet. She constantly ignores my text messages and never calls me back. I worry if i'm being too clingy or simply too much for her. How do i know if she is putting the effort i am? I deserve better, i simply am her back up. Once she breaks up with a guy, she comes crawling back to me. For example i was notified today that i will not be her plus one to prom. Disappointment took over my body, and all i wanted to do was cry. She told me that is wasn't personal, and that we simply had to go our own ways. In other words, different limousines.
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